lost ground...

It has been a tough few months...

didn't get the job I wanted...

had to change my field of work...

my laptop was stolen two months back...

and now day before yesterday I wrecked my car... a silly teenage girl was driving in front of me... she changed lanes and came back to my lane suddenly... I didn't have enough time to brake... so now my car is a total loss... woh bolte hain naa ki saala bad luck hi kharab hai... the only positive thing is that neither me nor she was hurt at all... jaan bachi to lakho paaye laut ke buddhu ghar ko aaye... financial losses are running into thousands... indian rupees mein lakhs... damn if only I could rewind the clock back to at least a few days...

I can still hear the loud metallic clang and the skidding screeching of my brakes... I could hardly sleep the last two nights... jaane kya soch kar nahi guzara... ek pal raat bhar nahi guzara...